Good lookin' & Unfortunate lookin'

Good lookin'

• Positive attention
• Ability to get away from alot more shit than the Unfortunate lookin'
• No matter how stupid you are, people think you're smart to normal
• Majority of the people agree with your stupid philosophy
• Get Bitches
• Get Money
• Picky as SHIT about who they date.
• have more friends than the unfortunate lookin'
• Charming, ability to get the stuff they want
• Big connections
• Able to talk your way out of situations
• Everyone thinks you have big dreams
• Everyone knows you somehow

Unfortunate lookin'

• Negative attention
• Picked around
• Always smack talked about
• People think your philosophy is stupid as fuck.
• People will argue with you, and your chances of winning are less than 5% if they're good lookin'
• Desperate measures
• has a crush on someone that will never work out
• fantasize about having celebrities as their wives.
• Get depressed
• Shove yourself at home doing nothing but looking up pictures of goodlookin people they know aka "Facebook Stalkin"
• Tell your friends that the goodlookin person you know is your best friend when they dont acknowledge your existance.
• People hate it when you talk but dont mind it when the good lookin' talk

If you read this and you have ABSOLUTELY the goodlookin or unfortunate lookin traits only,

you are full of shit.

no one can be absolutely good lookin or unfortunate lookin.

everyone is a mixture of both...

If your pretty outside, there MUST be some unfortunate lookin inside you.

If your ugly outside, there MUST be some good lookin inside you.

Fear God, for he has a purpose in everything he does.

Determination

This week 3 days ago A Citadel 09' Mike Company Marine Contract Graduate Passed away in Afghanistan.

He passed away due to Hostile IED(Improvised Explosive Device)

It's scary to realize that He was a Senior at The Citadel just a semester ago.

There are many people making the ultimate sacrifice so that we may live the life that we live today.

Thank you for your service and the ultimate sacrifice you have made.

Farewell

It was good while it lasted.
It will always be set a happy memory.
It will always part in my heart.

RIP

Changes

Mock my words.

"There will be changes and I will come back a different person.

I will be mature. I will exercise my precision steps.

There will be no tolerating in my definition. I will show no weakness nor my emotions.

I will be stronger, I will be direct and precise with my words.

I will not tolerate excuses. The Lord is watching over my shoulders and I shall fear none but him. I will show that I am not an apathetic person I used to be... but an example of a selfless Gentlemen."

Unconditional Love

A young man had once picked up a beautiful bird from the nature.

Filled with excitement and the adventures to come, he caged the bird.

He was filled with joy and happiness as he watched the bird chirp every morning.

Oh how beautiful the bird was...

He watched the bird day and night praising it's rich colors instilled within the feathers.

He slept with the cage next to his bed dreaming about the beauty of the bird.

little did the young man know how the bird was feeling...

It was depressed in the thoughts of being locked up.

Becoming sick day by day.

As the young man came to a realization that the bird was loosing it's happiness, he set it free, watching it fly through the clear blue sky with no end in sight. Although a bit upset, the boy was filled with joy knowing that the bird was set free to a better place.

"Real love is when you become selfless and you are more concerned about your loved one's egos than your own."

No Other One

It was my decision to start.

It was my will and desire to start.

Now I am filled with mourning.

This feeling was not what I intended for.

This feeling was not what I wanted.

There is a difference between need and want.

I started because I needed you.

You comforted me at my hardest times.

You understood me like no other.

You were the best I could have ever had.

You were my dream come true.

You helped me look forward and reach for my dreams.

I never knew my dreams would crush my own dreams.

It wasnt on the contract that I had to give up one for another.

I never knew I had to give up happiness for hapiness.

I never knew my goals would crush my dreams.

It was a decision between giving up my heart or my lungs.

I cant breath without my lungs.

I cant live without my heart

I cant look forward without a dream.

I lost my smile.

All I dream about is my past.

I lost my dream for another dream.

A dream that was in front of me for a dream to come with uncertainty.

I lost a friend.

A friend that meant the world to me.

A friend that supported me.

A friend that made me smile.

A friend that loved me for who I am.

Now I dont even know who I am for sure...

All I know is I am a brainwashed robot with no heart for another.

Searching for it's heart through the pitch black universe.

Grief

Today during my College Health Class
I learned a great lesson today from my Health teacher.
As she was about to teach us a lesson on Suicide I could see the little tears growing deep in her blue eyes.
She told us it was hard for her to teach the first period due to how tough the topic was for her, but told us she had to teach us and went on.

Her son had been a student at The Citadel, The Military College of South Carolina.
He was in Corp Squad as a Wrestler for The Citadel.
Through his Knob year here at The Citadel, he grew up in Charlie Company.
After finishing his Knob year Successfully he returned to The Citadel as a Sophmore.
Soon after He had started his semester, He was invited to go to the Florida State game by three of his closest friends. He agreed to go with excitement. After the game day had passed It was game day. This day He had a different response saying, "Let's go to the Carolina game instead of the Florida State one". As a Joke his friends gave him a smile along with a Fuck you, and left for the game.
Day after the Florida State game, The Citadel was informed that two out of the three cadets that were planning to attend the Florida State game had been in a car crash that took their lives, following with the last one being near death.

The reason why my health teacher's son tried telling them not to go was because he had a dream about them getting in a major car crash. After this event he felt guilty that it had been his fault and started having mental problems. As he got treatment and counseling the only thing that mattered to him was the last closest friend that survived the tragic accident. As time for spring break came he went to visit him at the Hospital. As he arrived at the Hospital he was told that his friend was not going to be able to make it. 15 minutes after he had been informed... his friend past away.

With great amount of stress he was not able to attend The Citadel again for a semester.
My health teacher did everything she could for him, and soon he was getting better. As he grew out of the stress and disabilities, he met a girl. This girl meant the world to him. Things were going well, He asked her to be his wife. After she had accepted his proposal he was filled with joy. During his Junior year he was able to fight his problems and difficulty out with this girl, until the day before the finals. On the day before the finals, She took the ring out of her finger and bailed out on him. He had completely flunked all his final exams which made him ineligible to attend The Citadel his Senior year. Then he had hung a rope around his 1971 Mustang's Exhaust pipe and commited suicide.

Through this story I have reflected upon my life.
I know so little, I have yet to experience situations that had happened to him.
but the Reason why my health teacher was still teaching at The Citadel after his death was because of him. She had told our class, through some divine miracle she was able to get in contact with her son. Her son had told her to teach at The Citadel since he knew the amount of stress the knobs, and the cadets at The Citadel go through. She kept her promise and has been teaching here eversince..

We always complain about the things we dont have, the amount of stress school gives us, and sometimes how much we hate our parents for being strict with our lives. Instead may all of us be thankful for what we have right now. The things we do have, the knowledge that the school gives us, and the Parents for caring so much about our well being.

As my teacher ended the story with a smile, I end passing on this story with gratitude.