It was my decision to start.
It was my will and desire to start.
Now I am filled with mourning.
This feeling was not what I intended for.
This feeling was not what I wanted.
There is a difference between need and want.
I started because I needed you.
You comforted me at my hardest times.
You understood me like no other.
You were the best I could have ever had.
You were my dream come true.
You helped me look forward and reach for my dreams.
I never knew my dreams would crush my own dreams.
It wasnt on the contract that I had to give up one for another.
I never knew I had to give up happiness for hapiness.
I never knew my goals would crush my dreams.
It was a decision between giving up my heart or my lungs.
I cant breath without my lungs.
I cant live without my heart
I cant look forward without a dream.
I lost my smile.
All I dream about is my past.
I lost my dream for another dream.
A dream that was in front of me for a dream to come with uncertainty.
I lost a friend.
A friend that meant the world to me.
A friend that supported me.
A friend that made me smile.
A friend that loved me for who I am.
Now I dont even know who I am for sure...
All I know is I am a brainwashed robot with no heart for another.
Searching for it's heart through the pitch black universe.
